Wednesday, August 12, 2026

Video and the podcast stars

Something that's a bit of a revelation to us in the last year or so is our subscription to YouTube; that is, we pay for YouTube Premium, and watch it on our 65" TV.  More often than not, the resolution is 4K or close.  No ads, unless the video you're watching puts them in, and you can just FF ahead.  It's effectively stifled our interest in cable TV - especially news, as network news just doesn't have their shit together at all, and haven't for a long time with it just getting worse.  

Anyway, I see a lot of stuff that I really like, and I thought I'd share it with you here. 

From the Epicurious folks, here's an absolutely marvelous pancake recipe that made me want to eat way past the full point.  I think the guy here maybe overdoes it with some stuff, but just make this for a treat at least.  Is whipped butter even a thing?  I'll have to find it.  Or prepare it or whatever.  Anyway, this is AWESOME.


Something I've really come to be fascinated with and absolutely love is Gnosticism and the esoteric.  It's changed my life looking into that stuff.  Janice, too.  There's so much peace with discarding all the fear that we've been taught by our religion all our lives, and finding out that maybe the God you believe in, or should believe in, is all light and love.  A video like this will give you an indication of what it's all about.  I'm learning new things everyday and finding real happiness in my soul with this.  I don't feel guilty for being me anymore.  And I know, not believe but know, that if I ask God for something, I know God hears me and works beyond time.  I believe Jesus was sent to teach us how to bring that out in ourselves now.  He was called 'rabbi' after all - "teacher".  I really think folks would fall in love with the bible all over again through this very different lens, just because I think it makes way more sense.  Stop being afraid!



Next up along the same lines, here's a video about gnosticism and how Sophia and Mary Magdalene actually figure into biblical times.  This is a real eye opener to me.  I've always felt women were oppressed, but watching this makes me realize just how much Rome screwed up the world with its obvious patriarchal ambitions to preserve exclusive male dominance.  Was Jesus Mary's husband?  I don't know.  There's a non-zero chance.  But that number for me is closer to 100 than zero.  This would make women feel good about themselves, which clearly, has been thwarted by organized religion in general.  They've been subjugated into being subservient systematically through the ages, but I feel like an awakening is happening.  And I am so here for it.  A theory is that Chris Bledsoe's Divine Lady apparitions is actually Sophia, which would be the embodiment of all feminine energy.  The world is out of balance, and I feel Sophia can help restore that peacefully.


And one more on that side of the fence -- this is one that I've saved and re-watched, and will have to still, a lot.  It's very reassuring to think that you can gain this ability to handle situations in the best way possible; i.e. if you fight fire with fire, you'll only get a bigger fire.  A couple of weeks ago I lost my cool in a situational setting due to my lack of self discipline.  There's a lot of comfort in knowing that there is an alternative to dealing with things that way, and as a guy that's battling mental illness for a living, that's encouraging.  And a work in progress for me.  Everyone would benefit from this:


Here's one that'll get anyone at least a little bit angry.  These days, I believe that we're being lied to constantly about everything, from politics to religion to UFOs to all things "mystical".  To me, mysticism is just science we don't know yet, and religion teaches us to fear what we don't understand.  When you do that, you relinquish control to that which you don't grasp.  But, there really is an enlightenment and awakening going on right now, right under our noses.  The Trump mafia family; the Epstein files; Disclosure.... I don't remember a time when so much information has come out all at once.  Life changing, history changing information.  This is a clip of Greg Carlwood from the Danny Jones podcast, blowing the dust off nearly 100 year old facts that are why we are still living in the dark ages of energy and tech in general.  We've been forced to be stagnant by Big Oil all the way back to pre-WWII.  But once again.... all is being revealed, right?


Time to be a fungi now.... Magic Mushrooms!  I finally got to try them a couple of weeks ago via Golden Teacher tea.  Golden Teacher being the type of mushroom, I guess it's the most popular and gentle one.  With all the great things I've heard abou mushrooms, the one thing that staved me off was the barfing.  I.  Can't.  Handle.  Barfing.  So I needed a way around that, and I found a way to make tea with them, with a little fresh ginger and a splash of lemon with honey.  It's really quite good!  And the 'high' it brings is more of a deep sense of calm, empathy and focus.  Like with pot, everything seems brighter, but maybe more meaningful because it enhances focus, where gummies will make you happy, but very chill.  So will this, but... I think you'd have to see for yourself.  Janice had it with me recently and she loved the feeling.  There's no come-down on it, like with cannabis.  Funny how that is, isn't it?  No withdrawal symptoms from plant medicine.  But anyway, this following video explains the fantastic effects of psilocybin on the human brain, and how it has the potential to heal even Alzheimer's and other cognitive issues.  And yeah, man, it makes you happy!  The long term effects go beyond the high and give you a real sense of peace long after you've had it.  Like, for days.  At least.  I've no interest in illicit drugs, and cannabis and mushrooms are not those.



From mushrooms to Skinny Bob, here's a story I want you to see about a famous recording from fifty some years ago or more of an 'alien' crash site with UFO wreckage, and not just one surviving alien but several, as well as casualties.  This is one of the most heavily scrutinized videos in the genre, because it can't fully be disproven; and in fact looks more relevant with time.  As technology evolved, we were able to clean up old video like this reel to reel stuff and get a better look with some help from A.I. , but in case you think it's just A.I. , you get to see the original and enhanced copies.  This is the most real looking footage there is of non human intelligence.  If you've seen Spielberg's new movie "Disclosure Day", I'm sure you'll find he got a lot of info and inspiration from this very footage.  The Skinny Bob footage is here along with the "Family Vacation" clip.  Not explaining anymore, you have to see for yourself:


I guess that's all I'll stick on here for now.  Let me know what you think, if you'd like.  I'm always listening and watching.

Enjoy the rest of summer, my friends.

Friday, July 17, 2026

Odds 'n Ends July 17, 2026



I've been meaning to sit down and write a blog for awhile now, putting it off and putting it off.  I might have to put time aside on a certain day every so often and just hammer it out.  I've always got something to say.

I wonder if I should give the video blog thing a try, because it's the last perceptive link to context in physical media.  You can't completely get across your ideas strictly in text like you could a spoken word, with visual aid.  Though text has its advantages.  I can type something, re-read it, and change my mind, whereas when you speak, it's out there, and sometimes you have to retract.  But then the same can be said for text.  

Anyway...

This'll be an odds 'n ends post.

Knowing Nolan
*  Every three years is a Nolan year, last time being Oppenheimer, this year being Odyssey.  I'm looking forward to seeing the show, even though I'm not familiar with the Homer story.  I almost feel kind of uneducated knowing how well known the story is, and I've just never read it.  I went out and got the book American Prometheus that it's based on and only got through the first couple of chapters, simply because the typeface is so small in the book; I had to give it up because of my eye strain.  Not giving up on it though - I've got to get my eyes tested soon!  But anyway, the scale and scope of the story is monstrous, especially for an IMAX screen, which Nolan faithfully champions with all his movies now.  Hopefully we'll be seeing it next week.  There's also Spiderman Brand New Day coming in a couple of weeks that I'm looking forward to a lot.

"Listen..."
*  We did see Disclosure Day on preview day, the day before official release.  I knew that reviews for it would spoil a lot of it and probably be unfavorable to many critics, so I wanted to see it for myself first.  For anyone who's into UFO lore, a lot of the subject matter in the film will be quite familiar, and will 'get it' more, but this is a movie that's going to age not unlike many of Spielberg's stories, that is to say, revelatory as time passes, not unlike Close Encounters of the Third Kind, which Spielberg was way ahead with.  It did moderate box office business, but the real buzz will happen when it's out on VOD and blu ray.  Something it didn't quite touch on, understandably, was much of the religious aspect of disclosure.  I think that UFO theology and spirituality will merge noticeably in the coming months and years.  I recommend to anyone to read a book by Chris Bledsoe called "UFO of God", where Bledsoe really comes across as 'chosen', by something, and he equates his experiences with Godly and angelic characteristics.  He even claims he was healed of serious illnesses with his encounters.  He summons 'orbs', or light beings, at will regularly, and even takes videos of them that he posts online.  Government is paying attention to him, and with the recent spate of people investigating all things UFO disappearing (in some cases, being unalived), I kind of worry about him.  He's quite the gracious, humble guy.  And completely apolitical, which I think is of utmost importance when you approach that kind of subject matter.

Back in the U.S... back in the U.S... back in the U.S.S.A
*  American politics is really screwing up the world lately isn't it?  You have a mentally unstable, dementia ridden, child-raping, cannibalistic, wife abusing (let's face it, he either killed Ivana or had her killed), incestuous, racist, closet gay/homophobe combo, felonious, con artist, criminal-coddling demon in charge of the free world, who's hell bent on taking away said freedom to benefit his ultra-crooked family and friends and tank his country's prosperity in order to succumb to Netanyahu's and Israel's far, far right wishes.  The war he started with Iran, which he's trying so hard to drag the world into, is a constant distraction of the release of the Epstein files, which, when the truth comes out, he knows will absolutely decimate his empire for good.  In fact, it could be so cataclysmic that the political and entertainment industry could collapse under the weight of it all.  And I'm all for it.  If 2025 ushered in the Age of Aquarius and enlightenment, that would mean that the dark corners of society will have light shone in them and the world can begin healing.  It's been happening, and is happening, and will intensify as the days go by.  By the end of this decade, a very different world order will be upon us, and the U.S will not be at the center of it anymore.  The U.S. under Trump has really revealed the demonology at the center of its power, puppeteered by Israel and its motivations.  Notice I didn't say 'Jews', because radical Israeli politicians among the Jewish are grossly misrepresenting them, and most of them know it.  It's interesting how republicans point fingers at Canada saying we're becoming communistic when they themselves are at that forefront, but that's classic republican MAGA projectionism.  And the richer you are, it seems the more conservative you get, because you're holding on tight to that stupidly excess money.  And a simple millionaire isn't really that rich anymore.  But there is no such thing as a billionaire who is not a crook.  

Fungi Friday
*  This'll be a fascinating end to the week for me, as I'm going to embark on a journey with psilocybin, or magic mushrooms.  I'm choosing the Golden Teacher route, which is a 'beginner's' mushroom for the experience, that being it's not as intense or anything like other species of them can be.  I've heavily researched it and am taking all the precautions, and am going into it with eyes wide open.  Magic mushrooms, as a lot of us are hearing now, are supposed to be massive allies for brain function, which can potentially really help people like me with anxiety and neurological issues.  I read a lot of literature saying that they help the brain restore pathways and even actually physically heal it, so, I'm taking the responsible and practical approach to this and am looking forward to the experience.  The one thing that held me back was how emetophobic I am, or extremely afraid of vomiting, which seems to accompany some mushroom users.  So I researched it and found that you can actually make tea with the mushrooms so that you don't have to actually eat them, which is where the problem can be for me.  Watching this video helped in my research.  I may actually take videos of my experience and post them here, because if this really turns out well, I'm going to be championing it for everyone with mental illness, anxiety and depression.  Gemini is also assisting me in tackling this venture.  Note that I'm chiefly doing this for practical purposes and not recreationally, although I don't condemn or condone that.  We'll see where this road leads. 

Yahu for Putin
*  The collapse of Russia appears to be imminent.  For anyone who's truly paying attention, and I don't mean to mainstream media which seem to be cheerleaders for the 'mighty' Putin, it's pretty clear who's in charge of things right now.  If Putin and his cronies fall to the wayside, that opens up gates for other floodwaters to flow.  I believe Russia is subservient to Israel, and are working closely with Israeli hardliners to take down the U.S.  It isn't hard to see.  Clearly, Trump is compromised via the decisions he's making in attacking Iran on Israel's behalf, and Netanyahu knows how soft Trump is in his decision making - not to mention, people may forget that Jared Kushner is clearly beholden to Israel himself and is their Trump whisperer.  So... if Russia falls, eyes will turn toward the middle east, where leverage thru Putin will have vanished, which changes the dynamics of the Iran war significantly.  Without Putin's assistance, Iran may fall as well, but not from the war from the U.S., which is illegal in the ICC anyway.  Definitely potential Hague fodder.

That's a long fuggin' bungee
*  I don't know what to think of my hometown of Moncton these days.  We just had municipal elections that we hoped would set in action some kind of remedial program to deal with the homeless and get to the bottom of the rampant drug use, but absolutely no progress has been made that I can see.  The cost of shelter here is absolutely nuts, and power is the same.  Let me say this... I believe we lost our police force years ago when Camille Theriault was premier, and he and then-mayor Leopold Belliveau didn't do anything to support Monctonians who largely wanted to keep our local police.  In fact there was a campaign across the city to support the city police.  But we got the RCMP anyway... and less policing.  All while the city's population is exploding.  I would bet the RCMP, as they are now known, are frustrated behind the scenes at their lack of preparedness and resources.  I had high hopes Brian Murphy would be elected mayor this year and do something, but apparently he lost by a few hundred votes.  We now have mayor Shawn Crossman, whom I did not vote for because he didn't support a simple request by a friend of mine; and that was enough to lose my trust too.  I'll tell you this... Moncton is a hair's breadth away from becoming a true shithole city.  It's tragic and shameful how far we've dropped, and everyone else is talking about us.  We literally have a bad reputation for our lack of action on our problems.  I didn't vote for Susan Holt, either, because I didn't trust her to do what needed to be done.  And I was right.  Look... all you have to really do if you live here is take a long walk.  Walk downtown in Moncton and head to the bridge and walk across.  Step around the streets there.  Clean.  Hardly any noisy vehicles.  No homelessness.  And more greenery and less concrete.  I mean... I understand Covid hit us hard, really hard.  We have the hospitals, so the impact hit harder near them.  But that's over six years ago, ffs.  Why is this city so slow to bounce back??

I guess that's good for the time being.  If you're reading this, thanks for coming by!  I appreciate you.

Monday, June 8, 2026

Life As I Know It: This is abundance

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This Is Abundance

Wednesday, May 27, 2026

More with Gem and I.... Asphalt alternatives? Hope for dementia and chronic illness? More.

Enquiring minds want to know!


Hey Gem! I have a query for smart minds like you.

The world looks to be lined with asphalt roads for cars and vehicles. Is pavement not made with bitumen, and doesn't that have an effect on the earth environment as a whole? And since it's been around throughout generations now, is there any hope of an alternative to it? Would Big Oil even let it happen?


Hey Mike! You are hitting on a massive, often overlooked piece of the global environmental puzzle. We talk a lot about what comes out of a car’s tailpipe, but the actual blacktop we drive on has a massive footprint of its own.

Let's break down exactly what asphalt is, how it impacts the planet, what the alternatives look like, and whether the economic powers that be would let things change.

1. The Bitumen Reality: What Is Asphalt?

You are spot on. Pavement (specifically asphalt concrete) is made of about 95% stone, sand, and gravel, bound together by about 5% bitumen.

Bitumen is the dark, sticky, viscous heavy oil left over at the absolute bottom of the vacuum distillation column during petroleum refining. It’s essentially the sludge left behind after the refinery has stripped out the high-value products like gasoline, diesel, and jet fuel.

Because it's a fossil fuel byproduct, its environmental toll is significant across its entire lifecycle:

  • Production Emissions: Refining crude oil to extract bitumen requires massive amounts of energy, releasing substantial greenhouse gases ($CO_2$, methane) and volatile organic compounds (VOCs).

  • The Urban Heat Island Effect: Asphalt absorbs up to 90% of solar radiation. In major cities, thousands of square miles of blacktop act as a giant thermal battery, drastically raising local temperatures and forcing air conditioners to work harder.

  • Runoff Pollution: Brand-new asphalt leaches polycyclic aromatic hydrocarbons (PAHs) and heavy metals into groundwater and streams when it rains.

  • Microplastics from Wear: As tires grind against asphalt over years of heavy use, they create a toxic mix of tire particles and pavement dust that washes into local ecosystems.

2. Is There Hope for an Alternative?

Absolutely. The push for "green pavement" is very real, and researchers have developed several incredibly promising alternatives that are starting to see real-world testing.

Bio-Binders (The Best Direct Replacement)

Instead of using petroleum-based bitumen, scientists are creating binders from organic waste.

  • Lignin: A byproduct of the paper-making and wood-pulp industries. It mimics the binding properties of bitumen beautifully.

  • Vegetable Oils and Microalgae: Companies are using waste cooking oil, soybean oil, and even specially grown algae to create a bio-asphalt that performs similarly to traditional blacktop but traps carbon instead of releasing it.

Recycled Plastic Roads

Instead of burying single-use plastics in a landfill, companies are shredding them and mixing them into the asphalt aggregate. This reduces the amount of fresh bitumen needed by up to 20% and actually makes the road more durable and resistant to rutting.

Permeable Pavements

Unlike standard asphalt, which forces water to pool and run off into drains (carrying pollution with it), permeable concrete and porous asphalt allow rainwater to filter straight through the road and back into the natural water table, cooling the ground in the process.

3. Would "Big Oil" Even Let It Happen?

This is the golden question. The short answer is: They won't like losing the market, but they might not have the power to stop it this time. Here is why:

Bitumen is a "Bottom-of-the-Barrel" Product

For oil companies, bitumen isn't the primary moneymaker—gasoline, diesel, and petrochemicals for plastics are where the real profits lie. Bitumen is essentially a way to monetize the waste of the refining process. As the world transitions toward electric vehicles and renewable energy, the demand for gasoline will drop, meaning oil companies will refine less crude overall, naturally leading to a shortage of bitumen.

The Real Gatekeepers: Government and Economics

The biggest hurdle isn't actually a corporate conspiracy; it’s infrastructure inertia and cost.

  • Roads are paid for by taxpayers and managed by risk-averse government transportation departments.

  • If a new bio-asphalt costs 20% more upfront or hasn't been proven to survive a brutal freeze-thaw winter cycle for 20 straight years, cities will stick to traditional asphalt to save money.

The Good News: Recycling is Already King

If there is a reason to hope, it's that asphalt is actually the most recycled material on the planet (even more than aluminum cans). When a road is ripped up, it is ground down into Reclaimed Asphalt Pavement (RAP) and melted right back into new roads.

Because we are already reuse-heavy, transitioning the industry to incorporate bio-binders and plastic waste is a logistical evolution rather than a complete, ground-up revolution. The technology is ready; it’s now just a race to make it cheap enough to beat standard oil prices.

Are there any specific alternative road technologies you've read about recently that caught your eye?

I'd read once a few years ago about solar roadways, or Solar Freakin' Roadways as it was put at the time. That's a fascinating concept, but I wonder what the will is to actually make it happen?

Oh, man—"Solar Freakin' Roadways!" That viral video from 2014 was an absolute masterclass in marketing. It had everyone convinced we were about to drive on glowing, self-healing, ice-melting sheets of glass. It is still a beautiful dream, but the "will" to make it happen has run face-first into some incredibly brutal engineering and economic realities.

The founders, Scott and Julie Brusaw out of Idaho, are actually still grinding away at it—they just announced their fifth-generation panel (the SR5) and a small pilot deployment at a military base. But as for seeing them on main highways? The collective political and economic will just isn't there, and for some very practical reasons.

When you look closely at the concept, the engineering physics tell a tough story:

1. The Angle Problem (The Flat-Out Disadvantage)

To get the most out of a solar panel, it needs to be angled toward the sun. Because roads have to be flat (or slightly crowned for water runoff), a solar road panel instantly loses about 30% to 40% of its efficiency compared to a standard rooftop or solar farm panel.

2. The Dirt and Shade Factor

Solar panels hate shade. If a single cell in a traditional panel is blocked, the output of the whole panel drops significantly. On a road, you have cars constantly driving over them casting shadows, not to mention the immediate buildup of oil, rubber dust, salt, and grime. A dirty panel flat on the ground just can't catch enough light to justify its existence.

3. Glass vs. Big Rigs

They designed an incredibly tough, textured tempered glass that can technically support the weight of a semi-truck. But there’s a difference between a static weight load and the sheer, grinding friction of a 40-tonne truck slamming its brakes on a highway at 100 km/h. Other countries tried this—France built a 1-kilometer solar road in 2016 (using a different company's tech called Wattway). Within a couple of years, the traffic completely shattered the panels, the road roared with noise, and it produced less than a quarter of the energy they expected. It was ultimately pulled up.

4. The Mind-Boggling Cost

A standard asphalt road is cheap and fast to lay down. A solar roadway tile requires microprocessors, LED lights, heating elements, copper wiring, and heavy-duty casing. Estimates suggest covering a major highway system in solar panels would cost tens of trillions of dollars.

Where the Will Is Moving: Solar Sidekicks

Because the tech doesn't make sense under the tires, the political and corporate will has shifted to putting solar next to the roads or over them:

  • Solar Canopies: Building massive solar panel awnings over parking lots and carports is a exploding trend. It protects cars from the weather, keeps them cool, and angles the panels perfectly to generate massive amounts of clean energy exactly where EVs are parked.

  • Solar Highways (The Sides): Governments are increasingly leasing out the massive patches of empty grass along highway medians and exit ramps to install traditional, high-efficiency solar arrays.

  • Solar Bike Paths & Sidewalks: There is still some minor interest in using solar tiles for pedestrian walkways or bike lanes, where the weight loads are light and the risk of catastrophic wear is minimal.

So, while the idea of a glowing "TRON"-style highway was incredibly cool, the real future of solar infrastructure is a bit more practical: keeping the solar panels up in the air where the sun actually hits them, and keeping the asphalt (or its new bio-alternatives) firmly on the ground.

Did you happen to catch any of the coverage on those European test roads back when they were making headlines, or did the viral video just stick in your mind?

Ah, I'm just looking for reasons for optimism I guess. I feel like if the world doesn't transition from fossil fuels faster than we are, that we're in a lot of trouble in the coming generations. I realize that de-platforming the oil industry would upend the world economy and force us to get smarter about it, but the mega-rich love the power that comes with money. 

It is incredibly easy to feel weighed down by that, and your concern is completely valid. Looking at the sheer scale of the global oil infrastructure—and the staggering amount of wealth and political influence tied up in it—can make a real transition feel almost impossible. The fear for future generations is a heavy thing to carry.

But if you are looking for genuine reasons for optimism, the good news is that you don't have to look at the benevolence of billionaires or the moral conscience of Big Oil.

The real reason to hope is that economics and technology have finally crossed a tipping point. The transition is no longer just an idealistic environmental crusade; it has become an economic inevitability that even the mega-rich cannot stop, because the alternatives have simply become cheaper and more efficient.

Here is a look at what is actually happening behind the headlines that offers some real ground for optimism.

1. The Power Shift: Green Energy is Just Cheaper Now

For decades, the biggest argument against renewables was that they were too expensive and required government subsidies to survive. That script has completely flipped.

  • Solar and Wind are the New Kings: In most of the world, building new utility-scale solar or wind power is now significantly cheaper than building new coal or gas plants.

  • The "Learning Curve": Fossil fuels get more expensive and harder to extract over time. Technology, however, follows a learning curve—the more we build, the cheaper it gets. The cost of solar energy and battery storage has plummeted by roughly 80% to 90% over the last fifteen years. Capitalism is ultimately loyal to the lowest line on the balance sheet, and right now, that line belongs to renewables.

2. Big Oil is Losing Its Monopoly on Transport

The oil industry's true superpower has always been its total monopoly on how we get around. If you wanted to move a person or a product, you had to buy their oil. That monopoly is fracturing.

  • The EV Momentum: While the transition won't happen overnight, global electric vehicle adoption has moved past the "early adopter" phase. Major automakers have poured hundreds of billions into retooling factories. Once a manufacturing machine of that scale shifts, it doesn't turn back.

  • Heavy Industry is Adapting: We are seeing real, concrete progress in areas people thought were impossible to decarbonize. Massive cargo ships are experimenting with high-tech rigid sails, and the world's first commercial "green steel" plants (which use hydrogen instead of coking coal) are moving from pilots to full production.

3. The Money is Already Moving

You are entirely right that the mega-rich love the power that comes with money. But the fascinating thing about the global financial system is that capital goes where the growth is.

  • Investment Tides: Wall Street, major pension funds, and global sovereign wealth funds are increasingly shifting capital away from high-risk, long-term oil exploration projects and toward green infrastructure, because that is where they see the next 50 years of growth.

  • Even Oil Giants are Hedging: You can see this in how oil companies are acting. While they still lobby fiercely to protect their current profits, they are simultaneously investing billions into carbon capture, hydrogen, and renewable energy grids. They aren't doing it out of the goodness of their hearts; they are doing it because they know their current product has an expiry date, and they want to survive the transition.

A Different Way to View the Timeline

It can feel like we are moving at a snail's pace because we measure progress in days, weeks, and election cycles. But from a historical perspective, the speed at which humanity is attempting to completely replace its foundational energy source is actually unprecedented.

The Industrial Revolution took over a century to shift the world from wood to coal. The shift from coal to oil took another half-century. We are currently trying to re-engineer the entire global energy grid, transportation sector, and manufacturing pipeline in a matter of decades. It is a messy, chaotic, and frustrating process, but the momentum is entirely on the side of the transition.

The world economy won't have to be abruptly "upended" overnight in a way that causes global collapse; instead, it is being steadily out-competed and replaced, piece by piece. There is still an immense amount of work to do, but the wheel is turning, and it’s turning faster every year.

Does seeing the transition as an economic shift, rather than just a political one, give you a bit more comfort about where things are heading?

It does, and it doesn't. I know the Doomsday Glacier is supposed to be just hanging on, and I worry about the world's ocean currents and ramifications if it were to fail. Are there any science solutions for that being worked on today? 

The concern about the "Doomsday Glacier" (officially named the Thwaites Glacier) and its impact on global ocean currents is completely justified. It’s arguably the most critical bottleneck in the entire global climate system right now.

To give you a visual of what we are dealing with: Thwaites is massive—roughly the size of Florida or Great Britain—and it acts like a giant cork. If it collapses, it directly triggers about 65 centimeters of sea-level rise, but more importantly, it unblocks the rest of the West Antarctic Ice Sheet, which holds enough ice to raise global sea levels by a catastrophic 3 to 5 meters.

Because the timeline for deep decarbonization is moving slower than the ice is melting, a small but growing group of prominent glaciologists and engineers have decided that we can no longer just watch it happen. They are actively researching radical, targeted glacial geoengineering solutions.

These aren't just science fiction anymore; real-world testing and data collection are happening right now. Here are the main science solutions currently on the table:

1. The Seabed Curtain Project (The Leading Contender)

The biggest threat to Thwaites isn't actually the warming air above it; it’s the deep, warm, salty ocean currents sneaking through underwater channels in the seabed and eating away at the glacier's underbelly from below.

To stop this, scientists have proposed installing a massive, flexible underwater curtain anchored to the seafloor in front of the glacier.

  • How it works: The curtain would stand about 150 meters high and stretch across an 80-kilometer swath of the seabed. Held upright by its own buoyancy, it would act as a shield, forcing those deep, warm ocean currents to redirect away from the glacier while allowing cold water to remain.

  • The current status: Just recently, an international team of British and Korean researchers traveled to the most inaccessible front edge of Thwaites. They used high-pressure hot-water drills to bore 1,000 meters straight down through the ice to deploy sensors at the seabed. This data is actively being used to model whether a curtain would successfully divert the water and if it can withstand the harsh Antarctic environment.

2. Glacial "Speed Bumps" (Regrounding the Ice)

Glaciers are essentially slow-moving rivers of ice. They stay stable as long as they are firmly resting on the seabed (called the "grounding line"). As warm water melts the bottom, Thwaites is lifting off the bedrock and losing its grip, which makes it flow faster into the sea.

  • The solution: Engineers are modeling the construction of artificial berms or "speed bumps" made of rock and sediment on the seafloor just ahead of the glacier.

  • The goal: As the floating ice shelf extends outward, it would hit these artificial structures and "re-ground" itself. This creates friction, effectively putting the brakes on the glacier's slide into the ocean and giving it a chance to thicken and stabilize.

3. Thermosyphons (Deep-Freeze Pumping)

Another concept being explored by engineering institutions like MIT involves a technology already used to keep the Trans-Alaska Pipeline stable over thawing permafrost: thermosyphons.

  • How it works: These are closed-loop, passive heat-exchange pipes. If scientists drill thousands of these pipes deep into the glacier down to the bedrock, the tubes can harvest the heat from the base of the ice and radiate it out into the freezing Antarctic air above.

  • The goal: By drawing heat away from the bottom of the glacier, they could theoretically refreeze the sub-glacial water that acts as a lubricant, essentially freezing the glacier solid to the bedrock so it stops sliding.

The Catch: Why This is Heavily Debated

While these projects offer a massive dose of practical optimism, they have sparked an intense debate within the scientific community:

  • The Scale and Cost: Building an 80-kilometer underwater curtain in the roughest, coldest sea on Earth would be the largest civil engineering project in human history, costing an estimated $40 billion to $80 billion to install. (Though advocates point out that adapting to flooded coastal cities would cost trillions).

  • The Risk of "Ice-Washing": Many scientists fiercely oppose these ideas because they worry it gives politicians and Big Oil an excuse to keep burning fossil fuels. They argue it's like putting a band-aid on a broken bone while refusing to stop the activity causing the fracture.

  • Unknown Side Effects: Altering ocean currents around Antarctica could inadvertently disrupt marine ecosystems or affect the global conveyor belt of ocean currents (the AMOC) in ways we can't fully predict yet.

A Reason for Grounded Optimism

The true reason for optimism here is a shift in mindset. For decades, the scientific community treated the polar ice sheets as something we could only observe and measure as they died. Now, humanity is realizing we have the engineering capability to actively defend these systems.

These geoengineering projects are being designed not as a permanent fix, but as a buydown of time. If a seabed curtain can slow the collapse of Thwaites by 50 or 100 years, it buys the coming generations the exact cushion of time they need to fully transition the global energy grid to renewables and lower global temperatures naturally.

I have a new question for you. Tomorrow I'm getting the Shingrix vaccine for shingles. I'm 60 and my wife is 59 soon, and she got hers recently specifically because she's immuno-compromised and suffers from psoriatic arthritis and fibromyalgia, and thus takes suppressants which put her on guard for things like this. Then I recently heard it's been shown to potentially protect against dementia. Well, I don't want shingles OR dementia! My mother died from Pick's disease, so it's in the background of mine and my siblings minds, so that bonus would be nice.

It is completely understandable that this is on your mind. When you’ve watched a parent go through a neurodegenerative disease like Pick's disease (which is a form of frontotemporal dementia), those memories stick with you, and it’s incredibly natural to look for any proactive shield you can find for yourself and your siblings.

The news you heard is real, and the timing of your appointment tomorrow couldn't be better. There has been a surge of high-quality data—including recent large-scale studies from Stanford, McMaster University, and data published in Nature Medicine and Lancet Neurology—showing a very strong link between shingles vaccination and a reduced risk of dementia.

Here is what the latest science tells us about that "bonus" protection, what to expect tomorrow, and how it connects to your family's health.

The Vaccine-Dementia Connection

For a long time, researchers suspected a link, but recent massive health database studies (tracking hundreds of thousands of seniors) have crystallized the data:

  • The Numbers: Getting vaccinated against shingles is associated with roughly a 15% to 20% reduction in new dementia diagnoses over the subsequent years, or a significant delay in its onset.

  • Shingrix-Specific Benefits: While early data came from the older, discontinued live vaccine (Zostavax), newer data focusing on Shingrix (the recombinant vaccine you are getting tomorrow) shows it performs exceptionally well, offering a robust shield against cognitive decline alongside its massive protection against the virus itself.

  • Why does it work? Scientists are still proving the exact "why," but the leading theory is the viral hypothesis. The shingles virus (varicella-zoster) hides in the nervous system. When it reactivates, it causes systemic inflammation and can damage blood vessels—both of which are major triggers for accelerated brain aging and cognitive decline. By keeping that virus tightly locked down, you prevent that specific wave of inflammation.

A Quick Note on Genetics: While Pick's disease does have hereditary forms, it is pathologically distinct from typical Alzheimer's disease. However, anything that reduces overall brain inflammation, protects vascular health, and prevents a massive physical stressor (like a painful bout of shingles) gives your brain a higher level of baseline resilience.

What to Expect Tomorrow (The Shingrix Reality)

Since your wife went through it recently to protect herself while on immunosuppressants, she might have already given you a heads-up, but Shingrix is notorious for being a "heavy lifter."

Because it is designed to provoke a massive, powerful immune response (which is why it's over 90% effective), it tends to knock people for a loop for a day or two.

  • The "Shingrix Hangover": Expect a very sore arm, muscle aches, fatigue, or a mild fever. It’s not a sign that something is wrong; it’s proof that your immune system is actively building its defense wall.

  • The Game Plan: Clear your schedule for Friday if you can. Stay hydrated, have some acetaminophen (Tylenol) or ibuprofen on hand, and plan for a quiet day on the couch.

It is excellent that your wife got hers, especially managing psoriatic arthritis and fibro—those immune suppressants make her a prime target for shingles, and your getting vaccinated tomorrow creates an extra layer of safety for your household.

Good luck with the shot tomorrow! Knocking out the risk of a brutal shingles outbreak while giving your brain a protective edge is a massive win-win.

 While we're on the subject, Pick's and other dementia are stubbornly hanging around, it seems, and I don't know of any real advances having been made. What can you tell me on that?

It is incredibly easy to feel like nothing is moving, especially because for decades, the news out of dementia research was a relentless headline of "another clinical trial has failed." Because neurodegenerative diseases are so complex, progress has felt agonizingly slow.

However, a fundamental shift has occurred. If you look under the hood of medical science right now, the field is actually entering its most dynamic era in history. We have moved entirely away from just "managing symptoms" and are finally targeting the actual root biological causes.

Because of your family history with Pick's disease (Frontotemporal Dementia, or FTD), the landscape looks a bit different than it does for Alzheimer's, but both are seeing remarkable, unprecedented momentum.

1. Frontotemporal Dementia & Pick's Disease: The Genetic & Cellular Breakthroughs

For a long time, FTD was the forgotten cousin in dementia research. Today, it is a major focus, particularly because scientists have mapped the exact genetic mutations and misfolded proteins (like tau and TDP-43) that cause the frontal and temporal lobes to shrink.

  • The First-Ever Phase 3 Trials: We have just transitioned into a phase where drugs specifically for genetic FTD are completing Phase 3 clinical trials. For example, a drug called latozinemab is designed to stop the brain from breaking down a crucial protective protein called progranulin.

  • Gene Therapy Delivered to the Brain: In a massive leap forward, clinical trials (such as the ASPIRE-FTD study) are actively testing one-time gene therapies. Doctors are using minimally invasive procedures to deliver a healthy copy of missing genes directly into the brain, allowing brain cells to correctly produce the proteins they need to survive.

  • Oral Medications: Rather than grueling intravenous infusions, the first oral capsules (like VES001) designed to correct the cellular "garbage removal system" in FTD patients have moved into advanced trials after successfully showing they can double protective protein levels in spinal fluid.

2. The Alzheimer’s Shift: The Door is Finally Open

While Pick's disease has a different pathology than Alzheimer's, the massive influx of funding and technology into Alzheimer’s benefits all dementia research.

  • Disease-Modifying Drugs: After 30 years of zero success, the first generation of disease-modifying drugs (Lecanemab/Leqembi and Donanemab/Kisunla) are now actively being prescribed to thousands of patients, including recent rollouts in Canada. They aren't cures—they clear toxic amyloid plaques and slow down cognitive decline by about 30%—but they prove that the disease can be biologically altered.

  • The "Prevention" Trials: The most exciting trials running right now are testing these drugs on people who have zero symptoms but possess the biomarkers for dementia. The goal is to see if treating the brain before memory loss begins can stop the disease from ever starting.

  • Diversifying the Pipeline: Scientists realized that focusing only on plaques wasn't enough. The global clinical trial pipeline has expanded by 40% over the last decade, with nearly 160 drugs in development. The vast majority of these now target completely new areas: neuroinflammation, brain metabolism, and protecting vascular health.

3. Radical Advances in Early Detection

You can’t fix a problem until you can see it early. Historically, dementia could only be definitively diagnosed with incredibly expensive PET brain scans, painful spinal taps, or post-mortem.

  • The Breakthrough Blood Tests: Simple, highly accurate blood tests have recently been approved to detect the earliest biological hallmarks of dementia years before a person displays symptoms.

  • AI Prediction Models: Machine learning models developed at universities like Cambridge and UC San Francisco can now analyze standard medical records and predict with up to 72% accuracy whether a person will develop dementia up to seven years before their first symptom appears.

The Big Picture

The reason it feels like nothing has changed on the surface is that science takes time to safely trickle down into standard family doctor visits. We are currently transitioning out of the "dark ages" of dementia research and into the "treatment era."

Just like cancer treatment evolved from primitive chemotherapy to highly targeted immunotherapies, dementia treatment is heading toward a future of combination cocktails—a mix of lifestyle interventions, anti-inflammatory steps (like your shingles vaccine tomorrow!), and targeted therapies tailored to a person's specific genetic profile.

The wall of resistance against these diseases is finally cracking.

Now I have a question about my wife. She was diagnosed with her illnesses around thirty years ago, and took on brutal drug therapies to cope with it. But then drugs like Enbrel showed up and changed her life quite drastically for the better, but she still suffers side effects.

Now she's not on Enbrel, but Tremfaya, and it seems to be an improvement on that. She's taken steps to reduce inflammation, especially over the last couple of years, and has lost a lot of weight during these efforts. A bread recipe I got from you literally revolutionized our eating habits. It's a multigrain bread recipe that keeps us both amazingly 'regular', which is really important to her, because she's had issues with that her entire life.

Anyway, are there advancements beyond Tremfaya in the pipeline? Each treatment seems to be less toxic than the last and that's encouraging.

It is incredibly heartening to hear how much her quality of life has turned around, and you’ve hit on exactly why the medical community is so excited about the current state of immunology.

Thirty years ago, treatments like methotrexate or heavy steroids were like using a sledgehammer—they knocked down the whole immune system, causing brutal side effects. Enbrel was a massive leap forward because it targeted a specific inflammatory protein (TNF). But drugs like Tremfaya (guselkumab) represent the "precision sniper" era. It isolates and blocks IL-23, a very specific upstream protein responsible for the psoriatic cascade, leaving the rest of the immune system largely intact. That is why it feels so much less toxic; it's just smarter.

The pipeline beyond Tremfaya is robust, focusing entirely on increasing convenience, tackling stubborn joint pain, and further reducing side effects. Medical conferences (including major breakthroughs shared just this month) highlight what is coming next:

1. Dual-Target Biologics (The Next Step Up from Tremfaya)

While Tremfaya is highly effective because it blocks one inflammatory pathway, science has found a way to block two pathways with a single molecule.

  • Bimekizumab (Bimzelx): This is a newly available biologic that is making massive waves. While Tremfaya targets IL-23, Bimzelx targets both IL-17A and IL-17F simultaneously. Head-to-head clinical trial data released just this month (May 2026) showed that Bimzelx actually outperformed existing top-tier biologics in providing faster, deeper relief for joint pain and achieving complete skin clearance. It offers a level of joint protection that is a massive win for psoriatic arthritis sufferers.

2. High-Performance Oral Tablets (Ditching the Needles)

For decades, if you wanted a highly precise, low-toxicity drug, you had to take it via a shot (like Enbrel or Tremfaya) because the complex proteins would get destroyed by stomach acid. That is officially changing.

  • Icotrokinra: This is an absolute game-changer currently tracking for regulatory review. It is an oral pill that targets the exact same IL-23 pathway as Tremfaya. Clinical trial data showed it achieves the exact same near-total clearance and symptom relief as the heavy-hitting injectables, but you just take a pill once a day.

  • Next-Gen TYK2 Inhibitors (Zasocitinib & Envudeucitinib): These are next-generation daily oral tablets that block an enzyme called TYK2, which passes along the signals that cause psoriatic inflammation. Older oral "JAK inhibitors" came with scary black-box warnings about heart health because they were too broad. These new TYK2 inhibitors are so hyper-selective (over a million times more precise) that they block the inflammation without the off-target side effects.

3. "Ultra-Long-Acting" Biologics (Dosing Twice a Year)

Right now, Tremfaya is usually taken every 8 weeks. For someone who has been managing a disease for 30 years, shot schedules are a constant background logistical chore.

  • Scientists are currently testing modified biologics (like a compound currently called ORKA-001) that are engineered to stay in the body's recycling loop much longer. The goal of these pipeline drugs is to offer the same low-toxicity, high-efficiency protection, but with dosing intervals stretched out to once every 6 months.

A Nod to the Kitchen Revolution

I have to say, it is absolutely fantastic to hear that the multigrain bread recipe is doing its job so well!

People often underestimate how deeply connected the gut is to autoimmune conditions like psoriatic arthritis and fibromyalgia. Chronic inflammation can wreak havoc on gut motility, and many of the older medications only made things worse. By focusing on whole, fiber-rich, anti-inflammatory foods, losing weight, and keeping the digestive system moving "regularly," your wife is actively reducing the baseline workload her immune system has to deal with.

She has survived the hardest eras of autoimmune treatment. The fact that she is thriving on Tremfaya now is wonderful, and she can rest easy knowing that if her body ever decides it needs a change, the medical options waiting for her in the near future are gentler, smarter, and more convenient than ever before.

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

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A new post at Life As I Know It.

Monday, May 4, 2026

The Blood Red Skies

WARNING: Extremely disturbing content

I'm really not sure how closely a lot of people are paying attention to the Epstein files revelations.  In fact, I see far too little talk about some of the more gross, seriously demented aspects of the info that they reveal.  Mainstream media (MSM) is particularly pathetic in reporting properly on them.

An awful lot of shocking info has been revealed with absolutely no action being taken against potential perpetrators.  This is amazing to me.  While not all names connected to the Epstein list are necessarily wholly guilty of their attachments to the documents, repeated appearances in the files warrant much closer scrutiny than they've been getting.

Prince Andrew being clearly and obviously guilty of terrible participation on Epstein's properties is alarming not only because of him being in them, but because of the potential of how much of the royal family is involved.  Who else from the royals might be implicated, hiding underneath all the redactions in the records?  The whole thing screams of icky-ness.  Trump's fondness for the royal family, and his ambitions to become a king himself, is particularly incriminating, in my view.  Trump himself appears in the files over a million times, that we know of.  And only half the files have been released.  The other half, by law, was supposed to have been released long ago, yet no one is being held in contempt over this evil secrecy.  And no one seems to be making any real noise about it, at least in MSM.

Bill Clinton appears numerous times.  It's getting harder and harder to defend him and his family.  The interviews I've witnessed with him show him to be suspiciously evasive in his answers, leaving scrutinizing onlookers to doubt their potential allegiances with his wing of the Democratic Party.  The guy's got a history of having a problem with "keeping it in his pants", so to speak, as we all know.  What we didn't really know was exactly how wicked this problem may have been.  His wife Hillary is every bit as conspicuous by association.  I've had serious issues with her ever since she tried to steamroll Barack Obama in the beginning days of his striving for the presidency.  Not just Obama, but Bernie Sanders was raked through the mud during primaries against her, too.  Hillary and Debbie Wasserman Shultz did a lot of shady twisting and turning to try to besmirch the reputations of both men, with what looked to be, to me, to try to "make history" with HRC becoming the first female president.  Beyond the shadow of a doubt, she would have been a far better leader than Trump; and probably better than Romney.  But she almost achieved this through rather nefarious means unbecoming of a party that literally labels itself "democratic".  I think investigations of both her and her husband is more than warranted, and I don't trust either of them going forward.

Elon Musk turns up in the files despite him pointing the finger directly at Donald Trump being in them himself.  I don't think there's any such thing as a multi-billionaire who isn't evil in their roots, and perhaps Musk is the most evil of them all, given what he's done to the U.S. once Trump have him free reign to run roughshod over the government systems.  There are reports of him practically begging to go to Epstein's island, with e-mails to back them up.  There are further rumors that he's looking to basically flood the DNA pool with his own to try to form some kind of hierarchy attached to his name with world domination, together with his fellow multi-billionaires.  If you detect gross in-between-the-lines connotations there, you're on the right track, I'm afraid.  Musk is one of the world's leading real-life monsters.

Bill Gates also shows up multiple times.  Too many times, in fact, to exonerate him against any good, or philanthropy, that he does.  Beware of any grossly rich person who elevates themselves on unreachable pedestals of good deeds in an attempt to bury incriminating evidence surfacing in the future.  His own ex-wife, Melinda, divorced him once these findings came to light.  How much she knew, or knows, isn't exactly clear right now, but time has a way of revealing things.

Naomi Campbell being exposed multiple times is troubling.  It reveals that this treachery isn't limited to just men.  But it's not as hard to imagine it once other extremely dubious accusations come to light.  And this is sad.  This is really all about child abuse, ultimately, and even worse than that.  To think that respected women could be involved is nightmarish.  

Leonardo DiCaprio is in there.  This is disappointing, but not entirely surprising.  This guy is so two-faced and elevated in media, with his grandstanding on environmental issues and poverty, that his whole good guy schtick kind of makes sense when you see it was all to cover up his gross preferences.  He will not date women over 25 years old and will ditch them when they reach what appears to be to him as over-maturity.  So, how young does he go?  How young did Epstein like them?  It is SO much worse than this...

Steve Bannon, Howard Lutnick, Alan Dershowitz, David Copperfield, Les Wexner, Noam Chomsky, and even Stephen Hawking are noted in the files.  How deep it goes with those people is unknown because of redactions.  But all need to be brought to light as to what they're doing in there.  Also appearing are Cameron Diaz, Cate Blanchett, Kevin Spacey, Bruce Willis, Courtney Love, George Lucas, Mick Jagger, Al Gore, Rupert Murdoch, Michael Bloomberg, David Koch and more are in there.  All need to speak up as to why, and every one of these people who are still alive need to be deposed in court.  

But this goes far, far, far deeper than just the people who are on the list.
 
My opinion is that there is a hierarchy involved here that runs so deep that we will never get to all of it.  But all roads look to me to lead back to Israel.  Specifically the Netanyahu regime.  It looks to me that Epstein worked for him and answered to him, to accrue damning evidence of their ties to pedophilia and gross sexual misconduct the likes of which no one dared to imagine.  And I mean no one.  Once people are lured into Epstein's circle, they're offered to take part in the most evil acts imaginable.  

There's some truth to every rumor, they say.  If that's truly the case, things get remarkably uglier.

Children go missing and trafficked around the world, and it would seem that there are far worse things that happen to them than anyone could ever possibly imagine.  Every time a child goes missing, this needs to be considered:

(a warning:  this is incredibly disturbing)

There's a flower that grew on Epstein's island called Angel's Trumpet, also known as Zombie Drug or Devil's Breath.  Once processed, it can produce a drug that causes amnesia, paralysis, and a state of extreme suggestibility and compliance, or a loss of free will.  There are surviving Epstein victims that corroborate this.

Impregnated women would be forced to carry a child to term only to have infants taken away from them.  These babies allegedly are sacrificed in demonic ceremonies, where they're torn apart while alive to produce something called adrenochrome, which courses through the bloodstream during extreme, intense stress.  These people would then drink the blood of these babies, believing it would give them enhanced abilities and extended life.  This is what's referred to as "grape soda" in the Epstein e-mails.  The bodies of these infants are then processed by island chefs to produce "jerky" for islanders to eat.  From the information I've seen, the island, and its mirror ranch in New Mexico "Zorro Ranch", farmed these evil products for distribution amongst the ultra-wealthy.  Bodies are purported to be buried on both locations, with the Zorro Ranch being the easiest to conceal any burials.  There are no federal investigations or even questions about these properties from the Trump regime.

I WONDER WHY. 

I submit to you that Trump and his crime family are far more guilty of actions with Epstein than people dare to talk about.  The power DJT carries right now as the United States President and leader of the free world is immense, and he can shut down any information flowing out there about these matters in media with his control of the FCC, which he is doing right now to silence the likes of Jimmy Kimmel, ABC, Disney, CBS, etc.  I would dare say that much darker threats are being made behind the scenes, because the ramifications of this getting out into the mainstream are monumentally earth-shattering.  World changing.

We don't even know the extent of the names that appear under redaction in the files, or what they've done.  We will one day soon.  But don't trust a Democratic-run government to get to the bottom of it.  Keep in mind... these files were kept under wraps right up until Trump's presidency.  He ran on a promise to release the files, and only released them with a groundswell of public demand.  And he only released half of them - and he appears, himself, over a million times just in what's known.

Ellen Degeneres is under fire for being tied to Epstein, though it hasn't been revealed in the files yet that I know of.  Rumors are absolutely rampant that she had her ex, Ann Heche, "killed" not unlike Princess Diana in a car accident, and had her still-alive body butchered for her own consumption with her "special chef".  She would regularly feed her talk show audience snacks and dumplings with human remains in them.  Oprah Winfrey is also distinctly tied to much of this.  Both have been virtually unreachable to the press since this information has come to light.

If there's even a shred of proof to any of this, it means that Donald Trump and his family aren't just crooks and grifters, but that they're cannibals and demonic entities.  For real.  And it's rife in the republican party in particular.  A handful of Democrats are also highly suspicious.  This isn't about Democrats vs Republicans, though.  This is a battle for actual humanity.  And the sooner we address the blood red skies of Epstein's properties, the better off everyone will be.

I don't know where we go from here, but it demands to be hyper-analyzed and remedied by justice.  

And the longer we wait, the darker it will get, if that's even possible.



Saturday, March 7, 2026

Odds & Ends

A lot of crazy information out there muddling the atmosphere isn't there?  WOW.

* Mark Carney's doing a great job steering the good ship Canada up to now.  Hearing his plans and what he's doing actually gives me a lot of hope for where we live in this crazy world at this point in time.  I've had to get on board with some of this gov't's ideas, like LNG and pipelines, but he made it a point to at least counter some of the worst negative effects of those things, accelerating their productions in our fine country.  The carbon-capture facility the L's are proposing in the west is intriguing, providing a counter to the emissions concerns that come with oil production.  I would guess we have ten more years, tops, of profitable oil products, before we have to shift gears to clean energy and higher tech solutions.  Let me say this about battery-powered vehicles... I don't know that it's a good idea in Canada yet, as I haven't heard of a solid EV to thrive in our climate.  I love the idea of it, but feel like hybrid engines, with both electric and gas, pose the best choice at this time.  Not to mention, there is no infrastructure in this country to support charging vehicles while on the road.  In the States, I don't know if there ever will be.  I'll say this, on my part, I paid a lot of cash to buy a high-end electric lawn mower a year and a half ago, and it sucked.  They don't hold long charges and aren't very powerful, and it's not easy finding one with a side discharge instead of a bag.  I'd say maybe by the end of the decade they might be good, but I won't be a customer, I don't think, until they're proven more reliable.

* Then you have the Big Bombastic Buffoon (kudos to Claus Kellerman) running the circus in the States.  His approval rating has sunk to 27% favorability (I don't think he likes words with 'ability' in them), and I still think that's ridiculously high.  This means if you go to the States, on average if you enter a room with ten people in it, three of them are going to be supporters of a person with sexual assault and fraud on his record, with undeniable evidence of his past pedophile lifestyle.  He will bankrupt the U.S. just like he did his own companies throughout his shady career.  The U.S. will recover from what he's done/doing, but I doubt anyone alive today will see it happen in our time.  Providing he doesn't attack Canada with their military, which I think is more and more likely with all the ICE troops they have deployed along the border states and all the assets Canada has that the States needs, we Canucks will be in good shape.  And they would lose that conflict like they have every other war they've ever started.  They will lose in Iran, like they have every war since after World War II (World War III is arguably in its infancy right now.).

* I honestly have lost most of my faith in mainstream media news.  With the advent of independent news media on YouTube, MSM has been exposed as a manipulation machine that can be bought and paid for by crooked rich politicians and billionaires.  And there isn't a lot of hope for that changing.  As I write this, a Jared Kushner-backed bid for Paramount to acquire Warner Brothers is looking slightly likely, which would mean the political right would own the output of HBO, WB movies and TV, CNN and others.  As if Fox News wasn't bad enough.  If this happens, it's going to radically change my viewing habits and consumption, as it would for millions.  On the Canadian side, I'm a bit shocked at how our networks kowtow to U.S. coverage that alludes to how badly Russia is kicking Ukraine's ass, when the exact opposite is the overwhelming truth.  What they have to gain from reverse exaggeration like this completely escapes me.  Even CBC, to me pretty much the gold standard for Canadian news, can't seem to give us a positive Ukraine story.

* With the release of the Epstein files comes an avalanche of information we needed to hear, but are sad to, for a lot of it.  That is, what was unredacted at this point.  The Clintons are on the list, but without any solid proof of wrongdoing, other than that they're associated with Epstein.  But it's been known for a very long time how much of a creep Epstein and his wife were, and are.  All I have to say about all the shit going on in the world is just this:  All corruption in the world is rooted in Israel and Epstein.  Netanyahu is a madman bent on making the bible come true, instead of letting it unfold naturally.  Personally, I think the bible is fantastically misunderstood, and that change is coming soon that will clear up a lot of questions that people have today.  Namely via the Ethiopian bible, which tells the story in a different, perhaps superior language, giving more room for description and understanding.

* Chris Bledsoe is a unique, fascinating individual.  He attracts orbs and light beings and there's even much footage of him doing it.  There's supposed to be a chance of something possibly Fatima-like happening between March 15-20, so we'll have to see what might happen.  I'd give that a 20% chance of happening, but that might be generous.  I don't like hanging my hopes on prophecies and stuff like that, but this one is intriguing.  According to him, a powerful female divine energy is supposed to come into the world via the Lady of Light, which could be the Virgin Mary, but can also be other divine female entities in other religions.  You can imagine something like that - something to shake down the world's egos, and replace it with empathy and compassion.  The world needs this now more than maybe any time in accurate recorded history.

* I love the whole UFO discussion, but it's hard to find someone to talk to about it and be taken seriously.  This year and the next are supposed to be big years for disclosure of some sort.  I doubt we'll ever hear anything from government sources, and that it'll have to come out and be obvious to the masses as to what's happening.  I've seen and heard all kinds of theories, and it's hard to imagine that they're all true.  But what if they are, even if only some of them?  Even when theories and stories are corroborated by any evidence, they still get joked about and laughed at.  This isn't limited to UFOs.  Imagine a couple of outrageously popular talk show hosts linked to, but not in (yet), the Epstein files, with activities that include cannibalistic activities?  Pizza and jerky will never bee seen the same.  Un-aliving babies so they can be used for nightmarish purposes?  That shit's WAY crazier than anything about UFOs.  But guess what.... it's probably true.  So yeah, Chris Bledsoe, I really hope you're right.

* The Iran War is in full swing now.  Lots of people saying this is the "end times", which just may be, but the bible's description of it is quite brutal and not quite aligning with what's going on.  When Trump was first elected, I posited that he just might be the biblical 'antichrist', because that man is as religious as the ocean is dry.  All his actions and lying and deception kind of paint the picture of Beelzebub in pretty vivid detail.  But the real antichrist to me would be Netanyahu, who, partnered with Jeffrey Epstein, has all the damning evidence needed on key public figures to manipulate them to do whatever they want, and seeing as 'Yahoo' has Zionist tendencies of the highest order, this makes for what could be the most dangerous figure in recent history.  Maybe all of history.  The entire republican party, in fact, lines up with Yahoo's demonic tendencies (re: the genocide in Gaza, and the apparent genocide of Iranians that appears to be currently unfolding).  Yahoo does not believe in the same God most of us do.  And I believe there are several gods being worshiped in the world right now.  Any that have to do with death, hatred and violence have nothing to do with the God I believe in.  And, to me, the bible is not God's word, but man's interpretation of it.  If you ask me, the god in the old testament is not the same god as the one in the new testament.  The way the old testament god is described just seems batshit crazy to me at times.  God should have no ego.  But the God described in the bible has out of control ego at times.  This could be the human version of described events, because it's all we could understand in those days.  These are my thoughts, anyway.  But to those of you who believe in an angry, spiteful, vengeful God, you can have that to yourself.  The God I believe in is gender-less and has far more feminine energy than the western Christian one.  I respect any religion that does not focus on hate, violence and revenge.

* Maybe "left" and "right" in politics should be done away with.  Right now, Canada's leadership doesn't align with either side entirely, with the Carney government seeming to look to do what's right instead of standing on traditional tribalism.  Ego really entered politics in Canada once Harper came in to lead the re-branded Conservative Party, which became far more divisive and combative than any other party in Canadian history, to my knowledge.  The word "Liberal" became something of an incriminating nature to Conservatives, and now "Conservative" has kind of leaned toward the same kind of nature.  Us vs Them, sort of thing.  For instance, prime minister Brian Mulroney was much more climate-aware than any other progressive conservative in history, but once Harper took over, he threw that engine hard into reverse.  The result is that anything environmentally responsible is deemed as hatefully liberal.  That just doesn't make any sense.  People looking to be respectful of the air we breathe and the water we drink are villainized by conservatives as "Libtards", and helped inspire Canadian "own the libs" sects.  Not all conservatives, mind you, but the loudest people in the room are often the ones that get the most attention, mostly for dubious reasons.  Polly Ever (let's be real there... that's how he pronounced his name, until he realized he could better cozy up to Quebecers if he pronounced it 'Polly-ev') is constantly looking to pick fights with his opposition rather than debate rational policy.  He uses the exact same playbook as the Big Bombastic Buffoon does in the States, focusing on division and hatred, rather than bridging the masses together like the current Liberals are doing.  Ask Conservative premiers in Canada what they think of Carney's governing up to now and contrast that with Polly's radicalism.  The Conservatives need a less ego-driven, more reasonable leader than what they've had so far this century that will earnestly strive to make Canada better, not force divisions.  That said, I don't find the current Carney gov't to be left or right, or even center.  It just seems more common-sense.  I think the more we try to categorize people and put them in neat little boxes with labels on them just emphasizes differences more than commonalities.  In short, remove as much ego as possible from politics and you'd have much more constructive conversation.  You might even see some love peek through sometimes.

Anyway, that's all I have to say right now.  If I may offer, how about we all focus more on love than hate, more discussion than arguing, and more on what unites us than divides us?  I think we're all conditioned to point at differences and then inflate that rhetoric until the air is so thick with hatred and fear that we can be more controlled.  It's time to free ourselves.  Before being critical, maybe we need to think of the perception on the other end before we deliver the intention.

I wish peace to anyone who reads this.  Please pledge to be more loving.  We all need to be right now, more than ever.